I had a really bad day today and feeling damn lousy.

My dear brother has make me so worry about him and I am so upset and disappointed with what he has done. I know everyone could has gone though this and learn from their mistake. But he shouldn't has made the same mistake :(

I just have to accept that this is my blardy karma that I have to accept and change it. When will I have peace and they will no longer make me worry?

Even I know the reason and I know I should go back to prayer. But I just cannot help it but feeling helpless now at this moment :(