What I really want? I have so much doubt in myself.

I have been telling the girls that "if you want it so much, put them in prayer and no prayer goes unanswer; if u not doing it, that's mean it's not important to you at all"

I am not walking my talk right now. Does it mean that is not important to me? But deep down in my heart, I does want it badly.. (I believe so)

How can a person not have the strength and fighting spirit to fight and pray for what he/she want??? It is so contradicting!

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