Speechless
PostedI have a real bad day today. I was so freaking frustrated with my freaking moron boss. Pardon my language. It’s shown how upset and frustrated I am.
I was trying to make myself feel good about my Monday morning. I stepped in the office with a big smile and greeted my colleagues “Good Morning” and saying “Thank you” to the cleaning aunty for cleaning up my work place. And my MSN msg was "Thank you, I am still surviving :)". Unfortunately this pleasant mood does not stay for long. As usual, Monday Sales meeting is a depressing routine to go through every MONDAY.
CEO just stepped in the meeting and tells us how far are we now. I was working really hard for the last few weeks to earn my incentive/Bonus, where I did it. I have basically contributed major part of the revenue. But it was a surprise to me that I will only get the incentive if the company hit the minimum threshold. I was a bit upset, angry and disappointed at that moment. I am upset and angry because the rest of the colleagues not bringing the money in.. and disappointed because… The promise was not kept. After the CEO left the room, the moron boss openly said “The Company does not reward personal hero. This is team target”. This comment has hit max tolerant. I am so pissed off! I never asked for any recognition and I am not hunger for any pride. I just want to have the money that I work hard for and I deserve it!! She just had the love hate relationship with me. She loves me because I am bringing the money in and she hates me because I never give a damn about her and she can never buy my heart and loyalty. And now I said this, too Bad!! I am the Hero in the whole sales Team!!! Yes, I am grateful that I have such big accounts to work on. Some said I am lucky… But I definitely put in a lots of hard work to earn my money!!!! People just cannot bear to see how much I am earning. Hello…….All this does not drop from the sky!!I really have the urge to throw in my resignation letter. But it will be silly to just leave the company without getting what I am deserved. It’s really a struggle to make myself stay and work for this company.
Why people just cannot keep their promises? Are they trying to test my tolerant level and trying their luck to push the limit. Please do not make me lost faith in people. Please don’t make me believe that this is a cruel and heartless world… It made me so sick to work for them and face them. L
I feel like calling my mom and tell her how unhappy I am but I can’t do it because I don’t want her to worry about me. Sigh…. I just have to bear all these by myself and freaking shallow it down.
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