Have not been blogging for quite sometime. Some how this is a good venue to release my stress and frustration. Hahaha..rather this is a good venue to bitch about my freaking LIFE!

Recently I am really pissed off with my job. The whole new management style, new structure has make no sense to me. I cannot understand the rational of the company. I realised that after working for this company for 5 years, I have slowly lost my passion. It's sad to say this, but dragging myself to work mean it's time to reflect.

It's so true that "Without Passion, you don't have energy; Without Energy, you have nothing".

I am trying to practice what have been taught in my faith.. "It is senseless to blame others or your environment for your miseries. Change begins from the moment you muster the courage to act. When you change, the environment will change. The power to change the world is found nowhere but within our own life.". But this is so difficult, maybe I am just not strong enough and determine enough to wanting to win over this situation? I am really struggling every moment to moment... trying so hard to be positive...be hopeful....