My heart felt so heavy today.

MC has been asked to leave the company for some reason. I am sad to see her leave as i treated her as my mentor at work. She has been guiding me and given me a lot of room to grow over the year.

This make me ponder... what and who is next then. Most probably it will be ME. What am I going to do? Even I am trying my best to do my work. And trying my best isn't good enough?

What is other EXPECTATION leading me to then?