I was having a hard time at work today. Feeling real down now :~(

There’s a campaign suppose to go up tonight. The PIC did not inform/advise me on the change of campaign date. She seeks for my help because there’s no way she can run the campaign. I will said both of us at fault and overlook it. She did briefly mentioned to me verbally but failed to drop me a note. And obviously, I take thing for granted and totally forgotten about it!

I have to make a decision and face the problem. Knowing my superior might not grant her the permission as the advertiser required at least 4 weeks advance notice. There are only 3 possibilities:

1) The last minute request not granted and I have to face the PIC who has always been very supportive. She has to face the problem and it can be quite serious!

2) I admit to the management that it’s my fault which I overlook and have forgotten to raise the necessary document.

3) Management agreed to “help” and allow the campaign to be postponed where I think it’s only 1% possible because the sales figure has reported to the HQ. Maybe I am wrong!

I have made a decision and chosen the second option. I have no idea why??!! My SD was really upset about my “mistake” made. Being a senior, this stupid and silly mistake shouldn’t have happened. Now I am leaving him a big problem where he needs to answer to the HQ.

Am I making the wrong decision for taking all the responsibility/fault? Here comes to the question… Is it worth it? What is the benefit for doing this? For sure, SD will doubtful on my capability! It will definitely affect my appraisal. M was telling me that no use crying over spilled milk. I am doubtful about my decision made. It sounded quite silly!! What’s the point for harp on it? What the “hack” am I doing!! I should have thought of all the consequences for doing so!

So upset and angry over my mistake/decision made! Feeling so down and miserable for no one to turn to! Actually not true. I know there are someone out there for me… i.e. my dear cousin and friends. But I do not know how to share with them because they will not understand… I guess! Anyway…. Thanks for those read my blog. Don’t worry about me and I will be fine.